whats another term for 'i suddenly feel so scared for what's my life at stake'? i've been getting this weird feeling quite a lot nowadays.is it suppose to mean something or am i just being paranoid again.who can tell when jennifer hudson is screaming her big-ass voice at me on tv.yes my sister's watching 'dreamsgirls' again -.- my ears pain siia.shaddup lah hudson.okay now its beyonce,better abit.hmm..its panda season again.eyebags are the new fashion tad lah huh.everyone seems to have them.Hahaha.. next week's gonna be busy.i gotta cram all my studying to night time again.GAAAH more baggy eyes uh.eh i really hope going on monday will like spur me on to do what i want lah.really..talking about this future stuff with Finn is making me all worried again.i wanna start in June.but then its my last holiday.like a for-real one.i dont want some crappy shit holiday where i have to do stuff i dont want to do and postpone all my dates again.so fustrating okay! tsk. things better start to speed up.or maybe slowing down is better.even what im saying now doesnt make sense.nothing does anyway.
i got a PEP talk again! wheeeeeeeeeeee~ so fun lah to hear people tell you that you're amazing and no one can stop you from doing anything you want.its like immediately you wanna get up and start thrashing about the world showing eveyone who's boss.it does it does.TRYYYY.
so im going on hiatus starting this week.must start early later really no time at all.haiishhhh.how do i see myself in fifteen years? i wont say, i'll do.st
And my dearest beloved Nino, i still love you no matter what.woman or no woman.
